angelandsparrow

If it's not understood, yeat said so much, no comprehension, just aknowladgment.
Thinking about what you've said, it's been so long, what do I have to expect.....I'm sorry..
Could I do anything, though done so much, just not the right thing... Your responces they scare me..
My cowardice, it pleases..


Becca~

You showed me the way,
the way to happiness, a way I thought I'ed never find,
You showed me how to love, and bring out what my heart always told me to hide
You gave me freedom, freedome to express
now your hear, I don't have to cower in lonllyness
Now that your here, I know,
that our love will stay strong, like a carefully tied bow.


I dedicate this to my boyfriend D.J I LOVE him SOOOOOO much. Thank you
Becca~

cold pullsing,
controled by hearts beat,
never ending,
shivers up your spine,
cauze what you've heard,
and your noladge,
never understanding,
cntroling, losing....

you ever feel people misjude
not knowing the real you,
not noticable in your everyday face,

laughter used as covers,
through real fealings,
somthing,held to heart, so easy to smile,
uncontroling, heard to resist the feelings,
even though they're far from the real thing,

everyone thinks I'm a happy person,
just because I let loose and laugh once in a while,
but no one knows how I realy feal,
the open scars that al ways run through me,
al ways bleeding, everyday rutine,

people think I'm just an over happy person,
a little too happy, "aren't you ever sad', they ask me,
but they don't understand the pain
the tears I cry every night

Rebecca'